非寫不可﹐你可遇不可求﹐回憶又已經被酒精稀釋﹐
誰知道明天過後腦海裡還剩下什麼﹖

我們在 Grad Party﹐是雙子的你出現了嗎﹖We flirted up a storm

"Do you know what you are doing?" 我問
"I'm having fun. It's the grad party." 你說

啊親愛的你不知道你在做什麼

然後我們三個回我家 fresh up
她洗澡的時候我們談話。
"I'm not strong enough for this. If i end up being cold or mean,
it's only because I'm dealing with my own weaknesses."
"I'm just having a good time, being myself. I never meant to hurt you."

她不舒服﹐於是就我們兩個 hang out.
可愛的小 bar, 食物啤酒皆上乘。
幾巡酒後﹐I explained to you about "trust and patience"
你聽懂了我﹐我聽見了你﹐知音難得﹐
紛紛擾擾幾個月﹐我們的友情總算回復。
我想起來了﹐一直很欣賞你雙子下的巨蟹﹐
很喜歡你 so real and genuine.
每每心裡有什麼聲音便想也告訴你﹐因為你聽得懂。
"You have amazing insights. I really enjoy your company and our conversations and have always liked you.
("even back in april?" I joked) You bring out the best in me.
You're always so supportive and loyal.
I know that you will always be on my side and that's just hard to find.
I know that in your eyes our relationship is not even."
你比了個高低不等的手勢 "that i'm this god capable of doing all the tricks.
But the way I see it is that we're equal. I do like and need you as much as you like and need me."
"Honey, be careful." 我不得不說
"I'm only 28, with 10 years less of experience.
I may not know myself enough and I can disappoint you in the future."
"It's ok, i understand. I've been 28 once, too and you know I'm very patient.
The only thing that would tick me off is absolute selfishness -- I can even justify and understand normal selfishness."
喝酒﹐抽煙﹐聊天﹐啊我們總算回到從前。
你說了﹐"you're everything i want in a guy." XD!


"Don't take it the wrong way.
Would you make out with someone like me?" 我問
"Well, don't take it the wrong way, but i kissed you first."
抽煙的時候 we had a hug and a peck on the lips.
只有肉慾的接觸 "cheapens it"﹐intimacy, however, does not.

"You're so beautiful." 你不停不停的說
"So gorgeours, your lips, eyes, and skin..."
我們一次抽煙的時候﹐你說 "I love you."
"I love you, too" I said,
but then i changed my words "oh i shouldn't have said that.
If i do love you, i wouldn't have those doubts."
It was a beautiful night.

接下來怎麼繼續的﹖我忘了。
可是我記得離開後﹐we kissed, at the side walk.
一直以為你會溫柔細膩一如他﹐可是 surprisingly 與我不同國的你﹐
吻起來格外男人﹐近幾粗魯
你的聲音低沉﹐用力拉住我過去親我﹐邊吻邊滿足嘆息
and you wouldn't stop touching me
--- even though we were still on the sidewalk!

然後我們在門外﹐oh and we made out like crazy.
你的手不停從上面伸進去﹐頭低下來﹐吻我
手再繞到後面把我壓向你﹐貼住你的身體。
Then you pushed me toward the wall, standing behind me, grinding.
Do you want me as much as i want you?
"I'm hard now." 你笑著說 "and i have to walk in there saying hi to P.
This is embarrassing."
是嗎﹖怎麼你還是靠過來繼續親我呢﹖

送你離開時﹐我們抽煙 --- 然後還有什麼﹖當然是不停的 make out
我有些退縮﹐"kiss me"你說。我還在猶豫 "kiss me" you insisted.
I leaned over and kissed you. 你親舔我的耳朵﹐不停摸我。
你究竟是男人﹐吻完你後﹐脣際總是微微刺痛。
我們 flirt and dare﹐你說我 prude, 我說你 cowardy
你醉到跪在地上﹐要我過去
我坐在你前面的階梯上﹐we kissed and kissed
你把膝蓋頂進我腿間﹐使力把我的腿分開
you were so crazy. You wanted it, right there,
regardless of whether it's the front entrance or hallway.
my conditions are a shower and the study room.
You being a cancer, retreated to the shell when i pressed hard enough.

But we had a good time. I stayed over accidentally.
Nothing happened. It was just a beautiful night.

"Faith," she once said to me "have faith."
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